With a Smile...

hi there blog! i was really kinda lonely but all of a sudden, eheads' "with a smile" suddenly plays on the tube and somehow, my heavy heart lifted some of its burdens....
(as i was about to write here the song happens to play)

i really had no intentions of placing the lyrics here but I guess I owe it to this song right now...
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Lift your head, baby, don't be scared
Of the things that could go wrong along the way
You'll get by with a smile
You can't win at everything but you can try.

Baby, you don't have to worry
'Coz there ain't no need to hurry
No one ever said that there's an easy way
When they're closing all their doors
And they don't want you anymore
This sounds funny but I'll say it anyway.

Girl I'll stay through the bad times
Even if I have to fetch you everyday
I'll get by if you smile
You can never be too happy in this life.

In a world where everybody
Hates a happy ending story
It's a wonder love can make the world go round
And don't let it bring you down
And turn your face into a frown
You'll get along with a little prayer and a song.

(Too doo doo...)
Let me hear you sing it
(Too doo doo...)

In a world where everybody
Hates a happy ending story
It's a wonder love can make the world go round
But don't let it bring you down
And turn your face into a frown
You'll get along with a little prayer and a song.

Lift your head, baby, don't be scared
Of the things that could go wrong along the way
You'll get by with a smile
Now it's time to kiss away those tears goodbye

(Too doo doo...)
Let me hear you sing it
(Too doo doo)
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i have all sorts of mixed emotions right now...

to you guys, you have no idea on how much a wreck i am right now...
it feels like that every part of my body doesn't wanna do anything but cry and lay down or sit,
cry some more and think...
what would i be thinking???
id be thinking, why am i in so much hell of a crap of  mess right now...

it feels like that all of my energy is being wasted just on thinking stuffs...
stuffs that no matter how or what id do will never change the facts that they are real...

im afraid of asking all the questions in my mind, i wish i could just shout them all out...
its not that they're stupid or anything...
rather, its the fear of breaking my heart upon hearing them;
and for every single answer might kill me....